Day 5

wow I haven't written for a long time but I've trying to be busy and guess what I've lost weight too going from 139.5 kg to 133.1 kg almost to my short term goal which is 130 kg hopefully that'll kick start my body into controlling this PCOS thing so I can give a child to James also i want to be a mother a well what woman whose married doesn't want to be a mother and a wife.
James and I have been looking  for jobs but it doesn't look good for us its annoying that Josh got a job and he was only looking for a few weeks but James and I have been looking for ages this whole year in fact but its not his fault it's our so I shouldn't really complain.
Mum's in Hospital again and all the family drama is beginning again who looked after her the most who cares about her the most who does the most work for her who cleans the house for her the most trying to score brownie points with Dad and the sad thing is I do it too it pisses me off that do that trying to get in Dad's good graces.
What else oh yeah my abandoning our family b@!#*h of a little sister is supposedly pregnant that's just GREAT for my ego isn't it she can get pregnant and I can't its just FANTASTIC!! I STICK TO THE RULES DO EVERYTHING BY MY PARENTS RULE AND SHE DOESN'T AND RUNS OF WITH THIS JERK AND IT OKAY SHE'S GOING TO HAVE A BABY AND I CAN'T!!!!
sorry i just had to rant i know that's not very sisterly of me but she hasn't been very sisterly either

well there's  what i have to say all over     
cheers for now i will write often i promise
Teresa Maree Malthouse

Day 4
Back again, now what to write about, well firstly I'm not in a good mood as my great uncle has died today, my mum rang today all blasé about it and he was her uncle after all I'll probably go to the funeral like I didn't really know him but he was family and when family die its still a shock.
Anyway what else, well I haven't walked for three days now, I really should get onto that. I think I need to put pics of babies around the house to know what I'm loosing weight for.
I'm watching sailormoon while I write this. I've watched it before James think its a silly anime (Japanese cartoons) but its okay hes gotten me into an anime (Japanese cartoons)called bleach but sailormoon is funny to watch and I've been re-watching shows that I've watched before hence re-watching them lol (laugh out loud).
What else has been happening oh yeah a few days ago dad crashed his car so hes gotten a new one now which is probably much better as there are no children at home now so he doesn't need a four door car just a two door well its still a four door but for little kids instead of young adults so he can have grandchildren in the back.
James has been doing all nighters few a few day and it annoys me I know he love me but still I would like him to stay in bed with me it feels like he doesn't want to be in bed with me any-more but maybe i'm just being silly


well that's all for today


cheers Tess

Day3

Sorry I haven't been on lately but i have been on lately but I've been busy well not that busy that i didn't come on and write something but you'll find out that im a scatterbrain at times so if I don't write for a long time it's because im probably distracted by something else.

I'm trying to loose weight as I want to have a baby with James and I cant right now  as I have a syndrome called Polycestic Ovarian Syndrome I wont go into details but if you want to know more look it up so ive been walking around the block everyday or when I can remember cos I'm such an air head but it must be working cos ive gone from 139kg to 135.5kg which I'm so proud about  and everyone else is too.

Yesterday I had a friend I hadn't caught up in years it was so good to see her and hear all her gossip and to tell her mine AND maybe b.i.t.c.h. about people we know we had a coffee and I wish I could see alot of my other friends as well but I know once high school had finished I wouldn't be seeing many of my friends.


well better finish up and do house work

Tess Malthouse

DAY 2
 today ive gone for a walk im mostly a pretty boring person i need a hobby or something to do with my life now where was I ? ah yes i have been telling you about my family now to tell you about my other family the people i live with

ALEX- Shes like a little sister and a mother at the same time shes my high school best friends sister and that family is like a second family to me they help me alot when mum was sick yeah ill come back to that later but ill always be grateful for the respite they always gave me

JOSH- Alex's fianc'e hes my husbands best friend at the moment maybe because they both like playing games on the computer or the PS3( Play Station 3 ) and i thank Josh for that he has kept James (AKA my husband ) busy and happy and a happy hubby is a good hubby.

JAMES- AH at last we've come to the man in my life what can i say about him he is my rock and the love of my life i don't  know what i would do with out him he love me and i love him dearly  you might be thinking eww where is a bin where i can throw up but i don't care that's how i really feel about him and he about me and im glad of the day that i married him cos even though we went out for a short while until we got engaged i know we last forever and have kids and have grandchildren too we have our fight and our ups and downs but what couple doesn't

ME- what can I say im me me crazy lovable me who wouldn't want to live with me hahaha big head much

well better finish for now chow

Tess

DAY 1

This is going to be a journal of my life.

Okay so ive started it a little bit late as i'm 24 years old and and married but ive got to start somewhere don't I?

so where to start maybe i'll just start here and now and see where it will lead well as i said im 24 years old and married to the most wonderful man in the whole world i suppose i would say that i think any new bride would say that yes ive been married since the 19th of Nov 2011 so that's 8 MONTHS!!!! wow i really can't wait till our wedding Anniversary its just too exciting anyway i can still remember the wedding it went so quick  the only downer was my little @##@!*@! of a little sister wasn't there im sorry bout the language but im so tired of protecting her she upset mum on MY wedding day anyhoo enough about unpleasant things.

Now its the 10th of July and here i am sitting at my computer and writing about my life so far there have been many ups and downs and i wouldn't change it for the world because i know i have the most supportive man i know i know many of you are going "ewww where's a vomit bag i think im gonna throw up" but im so lucky to have him.

Now onto other family members my Dad he is my daddy yes im a daddy's girl he gets me i don't need to talk about what im thinking we can sit in silence or just give each other a look and we know what each other think.My Mum and i on the other hand we've had alot of arguments out were quite better.

My older brother hes like my father but sterner lol (laugh out loud) maybe that's because hes the oldest.

My older sister has two daughters and i love them like their my own although i have a favourite jasmine shes reminds me of me quiet shy but easy to makes friends my other sister i wont talk about cos shes not talking to us @ the moment and that's my family.i wont go into my relative like my aunties and uncles cos theres just too many of them as my father is 1 of 11 and a heap of my cousins are starting families including myself fingers crossed 


well thats all chow for now 


Tess